Disagree
I believe the person I disagree with the most; is myself. My mind plays a constant battle with the question, “what should I do next?”
I do not regularly set goals.
I know it’s important. Difficult to accomplish what I do not plan on doing.
I struggle and have struggled most of my life with depression. Depression is often misunderstood by many. Those closest to us. Even I myself. Hence the battle within.
Some Christians consider it a spiritual problem. It might be. But I know I can’t pray it away. I eat healthy. I get exercise. I have a therapist. I take medication and supplements. I’m am doing my best to be my best.
One of my biggest enemy is the, “Usta coulds, and the I should be!”
So there lies the disagreement. Deep in my coursing spirit I am not alone. The confidence I know and yet do not always FEEL is real.
But no matter. My God is. And will always be both my front and real guard.
And in there I find rest.
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